"Because I believe in my heart of hearts that I’m a badass Renegade Writer, it’s become so. I know that I have the writing talent, the work ethic, and the drive to succeed. You cannot convince me otherwise." OMG! This was such a mind-blowing, refreshing story, because like you, I know I have what it takes, to go off the charts. My problem has been that counterproductive emotion called "expectation". As long as you expect one thing, and get something else, you're never going to be okay with what you get, to the point of doing more and doing better. THANKS so much for helping to lift the blinders :-)