Hey Barbara. I didn't think you meant to be disrespectful, although you did imply I was trying to scam the system. But I respect you for being honest about how you felt, unlike those who say one thing and really demonstrate something else. After your comment, I thought I was carrying out your wishes, by removing your name from the club list - which is what I did, and I also removed your writer status on the publication. I understand things get convoluted and there's so much going on in the community, so I'm really just frustrated about the lack of support from individuals who I thought were like minded. My viewpoint now, is: Anyone interested enough to follow the pub and get familiar with the goals and requirements; they're the ones serious about following through. Thanks for your comments :-)