Hey Bernadette. Don't stress friend. We all go through the same thing, when it comes to trying to keep up. Just keep making your lists, and keep doing your best to whittle it down when you can. And regarding some of those missing stories, they may not be deleted. Sometimes a writer might move a story from one publication to another - not the best idea - and I think that will change the url address of the story. At least you have tons of other stories still available :-)