Hi Samra, Wow, thanks for sharing that very personal story. I think you do what your heart wants the most. While I personally love writing so much, I couldn't give it up if I wanted to, but if there was someone I cared for - more than the writing - I would give it up. HOWEVER, I'd begin to question how much this person could really love me if he wanted to take away what makes me happy. So, I don't know. It's a tough call girl. I wish you the best (whatever your beliefs are pray to your Creator over it :-)