" I feel as if I’m losing at this game, because I’m unsure as to how to play it, nor do I know if I care to. Ergo, I’m struggling in my relationship with Medium." Damn GINA (As Martin would say)! As usual, your story is right on point. Every month, I have to force myself to "look at the bright side of things" on Medium, and every month, things basically get less and less brighter. Go figure...?!?!