"I hate that I poured out my heart and soul on here" Those who have never unjustly experienced this, will never truly be able to understand how you literally get physically sick behind this, even if the situation gets corrected. This kind of hurt, pain, and feeling of betrayal stays with you, like a cheating spouse that you decide to stay with because of the kids (in this case - your stories). I've been there and done that, and I'm sorry to hear it's still happening. Best of luck to you Ashli :-(