"If Jack of all trades was a person, she would be me." And I would be your twin sister. LOL - I'm the same way Susie, and even though I've come a hell of a long way, like you, I still have those occasional mental setbacks. Don't act like you guys haven't seen my flair ups when things aren't going my way around here (smile) - but I usually pick myself up, shake myself off, and keep it pushing. But you already know the drill. That's just what Queens do :-)