"It takes effort and patience, sure, but it really is worth it to be able to share my thoughts (even dark ones) with the world and get paid for them." Yes, I feel the exact same way Bella. We're actually very fortunate, for all the griping and complaining that we do, and I'm speaking to myself when I make this point. Once we learn to let go of the expectations about what we think we should be earning and accomplishing, we can really start to get some sh*t done! Thanks Bella :-)