Marie -NO - I don't want you to go! I won't feel too bad though, because while I fully and completely understand all your reasons (and can relate in a big way), fortunately - or unfortunately, however you want to look at it, YOU'VE BEEN BITTEN BY THE BUG. You will most assuredly return, and you will be welcomed once again with open arms. Please keep a journal (which will feel a lot less invasive in your life), and write in it whenever it makes you happy to do so. Then, when you're ready to come back to us, you'll simply need to transfer some of those lovely thoughts to your computer, so be sure to write legible. Until then, you will be missed :-)