"...my children roll their eyes at my antics but I think that is my personality and not immaturity." LOL - that sounds like how most people probably respond to me, but I don't care. It is your personality and it's okay. People either love you or hate you, but long as you love yourself, that's all that counts. Don't worry. It sounds like you're dong great. I'm still growing too, and I'm 63 years old :-)