So sorry to see you go Suzanne, but I'd suggest sticking it out. If your desire to write runs as deep as I suspect, you'll be back, and you'll have lost all that time and whatever bit of followers and momentum you've already gained. Find something you GENUINELY love to write about - put on blinders about your stats - ignore any negative or outside voices, or or off Medium - and write your little heart out. Give yourself a designated amount of time to do this and see what happens. Tip: write like you don't give a fu*k! Good luck girl, whateve you decide to do :-)