Somewhere down deep, there's a designated place for doubts and those feelings of never being quite good enough, but believe it or not, those "WTF!" moments will actually happen one day, and you'll start stumbling over all the desires you've had for long, because they're suddenly falling in your lap. You wouldn't believe me if I told you how well I know this to be true, but trust me when I say it will happen sista girl, because it will! I don't think your as old as me (63), so I think it's safe to say I've lived a bit longer and seen it finally happen. Thank you - you're not great, you're SUPERB :-)