"The magic mushrooms rewired my brain. " Hmm, how interesting that you credit your revelations to the mind altering drug you took. I'm just glad you didn't stumble onto a newer and better high. It sounds scary to me, but I'm glad you came out of it, all for the better. You might enjoy my related story about romantic breakups. This one talks about what comes next: https://medium.com/p/b5bd5504c071 Thanks for sharing your experience. with us Kelley :-)