You know yourself better than anyone, and if you say it won't happen, then I guess it won't, but I'd take another stab at "drafting" if I were you Cee. You can work on them little at a time, but don't underestimate the power of having lots of drafts at your disposal. Some days, you can just go down the list of drafts, and write about whatever you feel like on that particular day. That system works for me, but of course, ALL us writers have our own different ways of accomplishing the same goal. No matter, just as long as sh*t gets done. Good luck :-)